I feel really odd right now. A part of me is desperate to be held tightly and comforted while the other half is telling me to run, run far and fast... away from it all. Away. This half wants to be alone.To seek some answers to the recurring questions bothering my sanity for the past few weeks. I haven't been sleeping well, not concentrating well at work nor have I been really nice to the people around me. I feel that my temper is flaring like crazy, get so frustrated at every little damn thing... Really pity the old guy sitting beside me..he got the worst sarcastic remarks from me...
I did not mean to turn like this. We can blame the work stress or just the lack of effective communication I have lately. Many many things to do, yet so little time...
In my case, it's a chain of negative feelings... double the no. of clients under my acct, higher sales target but lower comm???..wtf...I have been getting irritated waaaay too easily these days. Poor neighbour is the poor victim (sorry uncle!) yet then I end up feeling guilty for taking it out on him... Hence, guilt sets in. And I feel worse.
And i miss my sayang terribly...shouldn't have watched spiderman 3 without her...felt so lost..watching my colleagues with their partners...uurgh. Missing her terribly mucho grando!
The movie was ok, good special effects...felt privileged to get to see the movie before the official opening date on 1st May . Saw lots of Mediacorp stars..Taufik too.
Got to do the laundry tonight...another long day tomorrow..hosting my clients at the co. event, Phantom Of The Opera @ The Esplanade...some may say I'm so lucky to be able to catch these musicals for free..but how to enjpy when you dun like their company??
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