Driving Test

I've failed my driving test yet again:(..this is the second time I've failed. If I could blame on anything, that will be the very bad weather..it was raining very heavily since morning and I couldn't see the side mirrors' reflection at all..But how can I blame the God's weather? My re-test date will be on my b'day...I pray to God to give a wonderful and special B'day present this year.

I've been testing my Hp camera function..the pics turn out fine..below are some pics I've taken in my living room. There's more furniture now as my sis put all her stuff in my place while waiting for her new flat to be ready. I'm glad that my house still looks spacious with all these furniture..but it somewhat reminds me of a teak furniture shop...hehehe...

living room

my 7 yr old tv set..waiting for its expiry date...

Dining room...it's actually 2 dining sets..ready for Hari Raya Open House..hehehe

Sighing man

Sighh...I've noticed that it's becoming my bad habit since I'm covering my buddy during her maternity leave...My sayang always scolded me when she heard me sighing..."You know it's very bad to sigh! your wealth will not come if you always sigh!"..sigh...why must she nags all the time....But seriously, I think it's about time to get rid of this bad habit once and for all..Even my Boss ever commented that she hear my sigh from her desk which is about 5 desks away!

It's been a month since my last posting.. how time flies....sigh..Ooops! I thought I could have a breather when Jas came back from her leave, but how wrong I was:(...work is still as busy as before with all the neverending post sales issues and admin stuff .

I've got myself a new mobile phone Nokia N73..and I've decided to have my BB purely for emails and BB messenger. Really sick of carrying that device everywhere I go in the office..hence, need only to carry my BB once I left the workplace although I need sometime to familiarise with the hp's functions and interface as it's been 2 years I use BB. my fingers are used to the side trackwheel and the qwerty keypad that i'm struggling with the texting...

Shit! I've just realised that I've missed to adopt a duck for this year's Duck race..wtf!! i'm kicking myself for this stupid mistake!! This is the result of procastination...always thot there will be tomorrow to do this and that....sigh.. What make the matter worse is that this will be the last Duck Race in Singapore before they turn the Marina Bay area into reservoir next year..sigh..

I'm still alive

It's been quite awhile since my last post...life at work is as hectic as ever. The good news is that my work buddy will be back to office next week ..Finally, I can take a breather..it's been a crazy 12 weeks juggling 2 person's work. I really wonder how I managed to survived all this while..it could be the caffeine. I've become such a caffeine junkie that I could have 4-5 cups a day to survive..

Looking forward to August..already plan some good things with my sayang, booked a room at Swissotel Stamford to watch the fireworks on the 18th :) and going to have long weekend to celebrate Hari Merdeka in KL at the month end..

Insyaallah, tomorrow will be a better day..

Hectic May

It's been a while since I last blog, work is very hectic nowadays..since my working partner goes on her maternity leave last week...Have been receiving an average of 80 emails everyday ..and every customer feels they're important and wanted priority treatment..wtf..Been going on customer meetings nearly afternoons..sigh..

Dear God, please give me strength to work day by day..

Sayang, i'm sorry if I didn't manja you at nights..I know this two months are very precious as you're on holiday but my body is so exhausted after a long hard day ..Promise you we'll go to somewhere nice for a good long weekend holiday on Vesak Day...Lurrve you;-)

My Sayang is back!

My sayang is back for her term break..YEAH!! no more lonely nights for the next 2.5 months:-)

Thinking of going for a short holiday together before her 2nd year starts in mid July..maybe Tioman or Pulau Redang.

Another musical treat

Juz came back from the musical, The Phantom Of The Opera @ The Esplanade an hour ago. It was definitely worth watching, one of the better productions at The Esplanade in recent times...The set was fantastic and the singing was great. The last musical I watched, My Fair Lady was such a disappointment....Eliza was played by an actress in her forties...way too old for the character...

Luckily all my clients turned up for the event...otherwise, need to answer to my boss why they didn't attend when they have accepted the invitation, mgmt doesn't want them to go to waste as they're pretty expensive...

I'm sooo STRESSED!

I feel really odd right now. A part of me is desperate to be held tightly and comforted while the other half is telling me to run, run far and fast... away from it all. Away. This half wants to be alone.To seek some answers to the recurring questions bothering my sanity for the past few weeks. I haven't been sleeping well, not concentrating well at work nor have I been really nice to the people around me. I feel that my temper is flaring like crazy, get so frustrated at every little damn thing... Really pity the old guy sitting beside me..he got the worst sarcastic remarks from me...

I did not mean to turn like this. We can blame the work stress or just the lack of effective communication I have lately. Many many things to do, yet so little time...

In my case, it's a chain of negative feelings... double the no. of clients under my acct, higher sales target but lower comm???..wtf...I have been getting irritated waaaay too easily these days. Poor neighbour is the poor victim (sorry uncle!) yet then I end up feeling guilty for taking it out on him... Hence, guilt sets in. And I feel worse.

And i miss my sayang terribly...shouldn't have watched spiderman 3 without her...felt so lost..watching my colleagues with their partners...uurgh. Missing her terribly mucho grando!

The movie was ok, good special effects...felt privileged to get to see the movie before the official opening date on 1st May . Saw lots of Mediacorp stars..Taufik too.

Got to do the laundry tonight...another long day tomorrow..hosting my clients at the co. event, Phantom Of The Opera @ The Esplanade...some may say I'm so lucky to be able to catch these musicals for free..but how to enjpy when you dun like their company??